hey, its almost the end of the year for me.... whoop de * doo! LoL! well yeah. i still need to go to college and am not sure what to do about it.. oh God Help me...... ::::asks timidly::: please?... so yeah i got accepted into Biola UNIV. but the problem is that i didn't even get awarded half the tuition fee it take for a semester... *sigh*.. what to do... i think i'll just go to a JC.. and i'm so late...

newho.. its been so long since i've written nething on this.. i think that since the overnight popularity of MySpace.. nobody really wants to check their xangas right? its old fashion. ain't it? well yeah. nobody checks their myspace nemore..and i just don't want to go to MySpace.. oh well... Xanga's still doing good ain' it?

well mhm...i don't know what to write in this thing... yay! Jesus Rocks my Socks Off! WHOO!! GO JESUS. yeap. so random things... well ok. by everyone. it'd be nice if i see some comments.. which i'll be a pessimist and assume that there won't be ne.. but if they're are.. yay.. it'll make my day. Hasta Luego Mis Amigos...

and Btw.. * <-- is going to be led to your imagination as to what you think it means. ^_^

Hey Everyone,

  Wow, its been sometime, since i've written in this blog. WEll, i really don't have much to put in here.. other than that... i went to Fantasy Festival today. and it was loads of fun. i really enjoyed it. It really is nice when you go there, and you actually know some people from other groups. Oh yeah!! Celebration! rocked the house....AGAIN!!!.. just like last year all over again. and our acapella sounded very nice, i was listening to it after, and it sounded pretty good.. cuz when we hit and locked on to a note, and held it for some time.... The whole audience like.. paused and was glued to us. so Cool... and even more so, cuz like.. our note echoed and it came back to us.. so awesome... newho.. what else.. besides showchoir

HMM..... welll right now, I'm at my aunt's house in BV.... she lives across the fielf of BV. so yeah.. um... i really don't know what else to write, i have a lot to do.. in such a very short amount of time, especially when i have a lot of things that i'm doing... cuz this year, i just had to be a busy person.. And .. oh crapola, i have a huge exam this tuesday, and am like.. so unprepared.. as soon as i get home i need to study for it, and get at least a B on that Exam..yeah... mhm..Um.. what else???? Guhh...Jesus is so good to me. there. Yeah, did you know that you are a role model to people, when you don't even know it?? So true, your actions show what kind of person you are, and people are watching you. And you might think?? ME?? a role model? i say sure, that person that looks up to you doesn't have to be younger than you. Most times, it is your own peer, it could be someone who is older than you, a teacher, a parent.. etc.. so many possiblities.  So, it depends on you, if you would like to be a postive example, or a negative one.. make the choice which you think will suit you the best.... ok.. so i'm writing about morals now... well... You need them... whoever is reading this.. and blah blah.. i'm so tired... i think i'm gonna go to sleep now.. Good-Bye!!

hey....

lemme. see. its been some time since i've been on here.. well Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
well. today. i went over to my grandmothers house, and had some turkey, met up with some of the Tia's and Tio's as well as Primo's.. lol. that was kinda lame. but yeah. fun. and then... well i got bored and was feeling kinda... uh.. how should i put it,...lonely. so i went outside. and did one of the things that i do when i'm bored. lol. i read the bible.  "hey, i'm bored, i think i'll go read the bible now" but yeah taht was fun. And what was intersting was that.. my cousin came out, Ryan.

He came out of the house saw me, and was like. "hey what are u doing"  "reading the bible" "kool" then we started to talk about God and faith in him. it was intresting. i never knew that my cousin was christian. and that he used to read the bible when he was younger. It was really refreshing to know that. IT was like a breath of fresh air.. "I'm not the only one!... thats christian in this family full of catholics" awesomeness. and it really did seem like he was a child of faith. I felt good vibes.

And before i thought well.... my cousin, Ryan. he's done some bad stuff before. like he got his gf pregnant, has had promiscious relationships etc. how could he be christian?... well, we all make mistakes..its not my place to judge him. and he still has his faith in Jesus. so yeah. he's still christian. it kinda changes my perspective on some christians who do dumb stuff. cuz like, u can be like promiscious etc.. other stuff like that.. and like stil be christian. but you're still saved, u still love God, etc. (although its not beneficial to be promiscious etc.) but there's the grace of God. Cuz God looks at the heart and examines it... yeah..

But then when i think of Ryan, I put pieces together and it seems like indeed he is christian. I remember that he was always nice. When i was little, at random times he would smile at me, and he would embrace me as his own brother. I guess he was trying to show my God's love, by being caring nice... etc.. because every good thing, comes from God.
((James 1:17 "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights")) <---------- this is actually a good thanksgiving verse. every good thing comes from God. Indeed. so even tho there is evil abd bad in the world. there is good b/c there is still love. and God is a God of love. and love is of God.. (genuine love). and so God is still here, because there is love.

Well, the other day.. i was drving to Jenieces party.. and well we got lost really bad. and my mom was getting frustrated. it was getting kinda bad.. then after my mom was just laughing it off. cuz we were so lost... we had asked a couple of gardeners if they knew where Calle Cecilia was. they didn't know so well. but neways.. finally we stopped in front of this one house. there was a man outside, vacuuming the inside of his trunk.

And i asked this man that was cleanin out his car, if he knew where calle cecilia was. and he looked at me funny. then stopped doing what he was doing and then looked at my mom, still in the car, walkedtowards here and he talked to her. and i was like... "huh?" "wha?" strange. he didn't want to talk to me, so he went to my mom. and so the man agreed to help. he went inside and i think asked his son for the Thomas Guide. So he got it, and was looking through it for Calle Cecilia. he found it, then went  over to my mom's side of the car to explain to her how to get there.

Well i was just left standing there on my side of the car, and i saw his son was just standing there in front of the house. and i was like.. "hey! what school do u go to?" he said San Dimas High School. and i was like. "oh i know someone from there, do u know Hali?, well it depends if ur in her grade" and he was like oh yeah. i know Hali. oh kool i thought. he said he was a sophomore and he explained to me that she transfered in, and shes in the same Biology class as he is. kool. he said he would say hi to her for me, next time he saw her. kool. i asked him his name. and he said something like Jeremy ......... yeah something like that. kool. then his dad was like, oh hey do u go to the same school. no, i don't. well then after that, he left. and he asked me if we go to church.

I was like yeah. we go to Calvary Chapel. "In Diamond Bar?" LOL! its funny that everyone just assumes that u go to the more popular bigger Calvaries like DB, Costa Mesa etc. newho.. yeah. kool. he said that he went to  some church down the street. called. soemthing like.. Los Angeles blah blah Christian something. Kool. well. while the time i was talking to him. i thought that this guy must be christian, cuz he's so nice. and he was. so kool. then we left, and were on our way. Nice little knot that God got us out of, lol. God takes care of his kids. Laters everyone.

Compassion...

thats what god put upon my heart today. to feel compassion. and well it worked.. if you sleep in a box over night you really will develop this feeling of compassion towards other people. cuz, well it sux to sleep over night in the cold outside like many homeless do. (Many of us take for granted many of the simple things that we do.) you just get this feeling of lonliness, helplessness. but i'm glad that God is there. He is my hope and comfort in this world. Cuz ya know what?? God takes care of his kids!  fo' shure. just put ur trust and faith in him. and he will be faithful. LoL.

ok.. well the other day for Halloween.. i went to church and hung out there.. altho i probably woud've had more fun at Katrina's party. i just went cuz my parents wanted to go, but yah. oh well. i hope they'll be a next time. LoL. Its kinda funny, when i want to go to katrina's parties...something always comes up. veird.

ok.. well i thought about puttting a random list of facts about myself.. but it ended up looking like.. i was weird.. newho.. i'm quiet, as most of you know well. Sometimes i wonder from other peope's points of view how the see me.. cuz i'm pretty quiet. i like being alone, not cuz i want to seclude myself.. but because it just happens. and sometimes i can feel alone in a big crowd of people. but yah. how do you feel about quiet people? comments? lol. i should post this like on a public forum.. that would be really really funny. hehe. well yah. ok. i got to go sleep now. lates.